|Time With Tamika|
Relationships & Life
Listen here, there is a serious epidemic of misunderstandings, miscommunications, lies, facades, and confusion. See what humans are accustomed to is protecting. Protecting themselves from pain, and only searching for pleasure, love, and approval, and most times it is all from the wrong people or things. Obviously things cannot provide what it is the human spirit desperately needs and survives with, but the confusion and misunderstandings stem from an everlasting attempt to gather "things" that momentarily fulfill the sensation of satisfaction. Then what? Unhappiness occurs. A feeling of being unsettled, lost, or an incredible amount of questions arise out of wonder. Wondering what is in store? What should I do? Where should I be? And with whom? Confusion is nothing more than an emotion caused by not wanting to make a decision, although, you truly do know the right answer. Confusion plies its hands into lives when your question has been answered, but it calls for a change, and you resist. Change is not an easy task, it is a transition to be better, and do better.
The lying to oneself about your own heart, and feelings is such a discouragement to yourself. Never sitting and being with yourself is killing oneself slowly, and literally causes such a disconnection to what matters. If I had a penny for every time someone called someone a friend that seriously did not even come close to the definition of a friend, or when someone says I love you when they really do not mean it. Forget pennies, how about a grain of dirt for every time I notice people being concerned with something that does not matter at all to the essence of who they are. Whether it be buying a new car, focusing on the appearance of another, speaking about their homes, and items that they have obtained over the years because of the financial status they obtained, I could literally make my own piece of land and use the pennies to pay for a new home. The point is, none of it is essential to your well being. Blessings they are, but treat them as such. My grandmother always tells me, it is hard for a rich man to go to heaven, not impossible, but hard. When you are rich you focus on the surface. The depths of anything is what matters; what cannot be seen, but felt. Being on both sides of the spectrum of life and understanding has helped me to understand the aspect of living humbly.
My greatest wish is for everyone to be honest with themselves about everything. How many real friends do you have? The others that are not, why are they in your life? What matters to you? What makes you truly happy, and are you happy now? Like for real?? If you were stuck on this planet and could only choose three people to be with, who would they be? And would those three people choose you as well? Just a thought, and when it is all said and done, misunderstandings, miscommunication, lies, facades, and confusion are present because the light of truth is not being released in its entirety. What a thought??!!
I loved once, so much so I would have done anything to show you how much love I had to give to you unconditionally. I sacrificed, I cared, I gave all of me, just so you could understand and grasp the reality of what love is. Even through the resistance, I fought for you. I had so much faith in you. I understood your pain, and wanted to let you know although you no longer believed in love, I would show you otherwise by doing all that I could. I was hurt in the midst of the fighting for what I believed was all you needed to move forward in your life. You knew but the depths of your pain, the darkness wanted to hold you back. The battle of being loved caused you to relinquish your power and not see the truth. The truth is you wanted it all, but did not know how to accept it. IN the end you pushed me away. You shoved your pain onto my chest, thrusting and causing me to hurt. How much can I fight? How much can one endure before I break? How much can I give, before my heart begins to beat differently? It beats in remembrance of how much love Ihave to share. How many people are waiting for my love to be given to them. Wasting time shifts the universe, and the universes plan has only a moment to be its best, its highest. I will shift to cater to those ready for acceptance. I am moving on in hopes that my love has been placed in your heart, but now it is time for me to love you from afar.
I will always and forever love you...no matter what. That is my promise.
Author: Tamika Carlton
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